sitwell—dust

(who) came from the tomb of the three furies... and taught the minotaur dark, ... new ways to kill ... who knows which dust is dives, which black dust is lazarus, changed into garden loam ... who knows which dust is silence, and which thunder ... who knows the history of silence, or of thunder ... and i, whose heart is formed of the dust of the three furies... ate my heart, the flesh of the wakeful nightingale... when eastern light ripens the precious dew ...

excerpts from edith sitwell song of the dust.

sketchbook—wastebook

dagon meditating

prayer orange

the prayer orange, variation of citrus medica, in botantic latin, sarcodactylus, for the fingers the fruit separates into as they grow.

the pulp that other oranges have at heart you will not find, an orange all pith and rind, through which the citrus fragrant oils flow.

for all the difference, scratch a prayer orange and underneath you find an orange.

april showers

crocus late april 2018.

weather cycle

garden pavilion

how to kill a gangstalker

how to kill a gangstalker.

or how i killed chris hyndman.

how does the reginese brotherhood go about killing a cia deepstate gangstalker? let me give a single case as revelation of our method.

we use their weakness, we let them take their harassment to extreme. which is to say we use their own methods of mind control against them.

i shall relate one case as i was a part of the cadre that performed the invisible assassination of chris hyndman.

chris hyndman was a popular culture star. hyndman and his boyfriend steven sabados (he who would do anything for fame and fortune) had an allegedly popular daytime television show devoted to interior decorating.

hyndman was also a valuable property of the deep state. he was mind controlled and employed in the military entertainment complex. the cia has a psyop in which they arrange secret sex meetings with men, film it and then blackmail them into becoming informants. hyndman was one of the assets used in this operation. in toronto and where ever he was useful hyndman would troll the sex theatre for the cia, entrapping people into becoming informants.

headquarters wanted hyndman taken down, taken out, assassinated. not because he was as valuable as he thought he was, but as a gentlemanly warning to the cia they were abusing their licence to protect and defend american national interests.

before we could perform the assassination we wanted to draw attention to the diffuse and disrupt campaign they would deploy against who ever was lucky enough to be the brotherhoods bait in the counter operation on their operation. that would be me.

headquarters knew where and the time hyndman would be waiting for an appointment with a target, i was to get there ahead of time and spook him.

he was right where headquarters said he would be, in a booth, dressed in the black leather pants and white leather jacket with foot and a half matching fringes our informants described he would be wearing, apparently a request of the target.

i tapped on the door of hyndmans booth. when he opened the door he had a big smile on his face thinking it was his target, that disappeared when he recognized me. i made the first part of the gesture that would screw up his mind control and implement the suicide program when i made the second gesture at a later time.

he closed the door and i walked away to observe (what he would do, not the other guys who were there). a few minutes later he bolted from the booth wearing different clothes, success. the first part of the assassination was complete.

after disrupting the cia blackmail operation and infiltrating hyndmans mindcontrol i knew it would only be a few days before the cia would launch an all out diffuse and disrupt campaign against me, and to their credit they lived up to their reputation. in fact as i exited the theatre i noted one of the usual cia harasseurs waiting for me wearing a white leather jacket with foot and a half long fringes like the one hyndman had on in the booth. they had already been alerted.

headquarters knew this and had informed me of what the cia had planned ahead for this type of situation. they would send their street harasseurs after me while beaming me with their influencing machine, then hyndman would show up and they would turn the machines settings to violence so i would attack hyndman. when i did that sabados would come running in to stop me. they had it all set up.

this was perfect, they were walking into our trap. we wanted them to enlist as many of their street level harasseurs in an all out super stalking event against me. when the assassination happened this would make clear to the harasseurs if the brotherhood could take out hyndman we could expose or take out them. they were not as safe as they thought hiding behind the cia.

the remainder of that day and the whole of the next day were a thrill of gangstalking. experienced as i was being a gangstalker target i had never seen them try so many of their diffuse and disrupt theatre games against me. this allowed us to update our list of who the cia had enlisted to their gangstalking operations in toronto, so many of the old faces and a lot of new ones. and then on the third day it happened.

walking south from yonge and bloor, counting the harasseurs in my way i noted one of the usuals on the east side of yonge, she was wearing a white leather jacket with the matching foot and a half fringes, the same style hyndman had been wearing in the booth and the same style other harasseurs had been wearing the last two days.

and then behold there he was. chris hyndman standing on the sidewalk in front of the pizzaria where hayden street meets yonge.

he was smiling and posturing the way the typical mind controlled celebrity does. i made the second gesture that would trigger his mkultra suicide program to become active. his smile vanished and he made a face like someone had just stuck him somewhere with a blunt object, began crying, turned on his heels and went running south pursued by sabados who had been waiting in the wings for me to attack hyndman so he could play the hero.

it wouldn't be long now. hyndmans mindcontrol would begin to go haywire and he would kill himself if his cia masters didn't do the job themselves. so it wasn't unexpected when the next day i heard on 680 news radio that celebrity gay chris hyndman had jumped to his death from the balcony of the condo he shared with sabados.

and that is how the reginese brotherhood (deeper than the deep state) kills a deepstate cia gangstalker.

more acanthus

james pages instructions for drawing the acanthus and other ornamental foliage’s used to decorate some euroese architecture. the complete text can be read online at the internet archive or downloaded for reading offline.

we need more acanthus.