that time in 1983-1984 when i was living in red deer alberta. i was given a referral from my doctor to a psychiatrist dr. levan.
he gave me a prescription for some kind of medication. i left questioning what medication had to do with solving anything. when i get the prescription i took one dose before going out.
left the house and when i got downtown the muscles in the left side of my neck began twitching. then the same muscles began to contract painfully pulling my head down and to the side no matter how much i pulled against them.
got home and my father phoned the psychiatrist about it, he told him it was a side effect that would pass. i meanwhile i was crouched on the bed with my head in the corner of the two wall trying to keep my neck from twisting further, the muscles were contracting so much my throat was squeezing off and it was becoming difficult to breathe.
it did pass and i didn't take any more of the medication and only went to one more appointment with levan.
i couldn't see and still can't see what drugs had to do with solving the impasse i was dealing with.
over the years since i've noticed incidents termed counterintelligence stalking which seem connected to visiting that doctor and the side effect of the drug he prescribed.
recently i've come under expulsion notices from a tim hortons cafe and the toronto reference library,within a few days of each other. both of these also seem to have something to do with the other incidents. they have the same strange element of people i've known only for a while having information about my past, in a superficial way, but with things said that suggest other than coincidences.
who ever is behind it all seems to send hints step by step through these other people as if to say you know what we are talking about do what we want you to do without us being seen as behind it all. they distance them selves from the person targeted through these other people like the manager at tim hortons and the head of the reference library.
this part of the agenda seems to be related to that tavistock plan to get people on mind numbing drug so they can be easily controlled. they set up disruptions in a persons life to create tension they will lash out at and then be given the option of going on the drugs or something else.
the calm is becoming the storm, one can't help but wonder what will happen to them when post storm arrives.
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